Hexing people is a refined art. I have personally promised to not work any more destructive magick on anyone in the universe. I limit my work to banishing magick to eliminate a person from my life. As an empath I am too disturbed by the troubled minds of those who I curse, so I am not altogether for it.

However, sometimes you might have a life ruining son of a bitch dragging you down. To decide whether or not you should curse them, you first must look at yourself. Do you curse people every other week? If so, you are probably a very frustrated and bitter human being. Hex magick should only need be performed every 2 to 3 years for people who really have a stranglehold on your life. Bad news people who bring more misery into your life than anything else. You need to rid your life of these destructive leeches because they can rob you of your dignity and self worth.

But, death magick is pretty morbid stuff and it's not healthy to go around wishing people dead all the time. Realize that the hands of time shall one day take us all from this earth. Hex magick is important as psychic defense, but it can turn you into a vile psychopath if you fixate on it all the time.

If you absolutely must hex someone, you can always hire a professional. Out on the internet there are tons of people who will charge you a fee to hex somebody you dislike. You should go for the sites which look Voo Doo based because they are the absolute experts on hexing people. They invented the notorious Voo Doo doll.

If you don't want to pay a fortune for a magickal working you can always fashion your own Voo Doo doll. If you are able to get a lock of your opponent's hair, then you can stuff that into your Voo Doo doll. Fun and easy Voo Doo dolls can always be made out of plasticine. If you utterly want to destroy your victim, bury the doll in the graveyard or throw it into a moving body of water.

But, me, I don't curse people much these days. I understand the devestating emotions that death arouses in society. Wishing people dead eventually corrupts the mind and makes you a heartless individual. Everybody will be dead eventually. There really is no need to speed anyone on to an early day through ritual magick. I suggest nuissance spells against your enemies. I shall have to suggest good nuissance spells in a further blog.

As it is, hail Satan!

Spring breathes such fresh life into the air. We are currently bathed under the glow of a Sun in Taurus. Into the skies the wandering stars do their cosmic dance. It is with much joy do I mention that May first is Beltane and it is a great time to unleash hell on earth. Beltane is a holiday associated with fertility and love. I will be in Montreal for Beltane. There will be a Satanist Barbecue at my place on May the 5th. Beltane is generally celebrated on May Eve, but the 5th of May is when the Sun is 15 degrees in Taurus, so some witchcraft traditions celebrate then.

In the membership packages I sent out for Beltane I included some love herbs and 1 for lust. Violet was the herb for lust. You can just wear it in your shoe for 7 days to attract a partner. Meadowsweet can be steeped in oil and inhaled to make yourself more attractive. Beauty spells are interesting spells to cast for Beltane. You can cast a glamouric spell to make yourself more glamourous to your peers. I think I might cast a spell like that. I haven't really figured out an exact plan for what sort of Magick I'll cast. Plus, I will be in Montreal on 'Shrooms and drinking beer for Beltane. And, on May the 5th I will have my barbeque. So, I guess I'll have to squeeze in some time for ritual magick on another day

I have a pink candle which I have charged and am waiting for the perfect occassion to use. I might choose to use this one for Beltane. I don't really feel like casting a love spell. I think I'd like to cast an aura enhancing spell of sorts. I want to be a being of radiance and captivate the world with my own personal glow. Call it a glamouric spell if you will.

Best of luck, determined practitioners. It is always up to you what kind of magick you want to cast. Magick should be a personal and creative pursuit. It should enrich your journey of life.

This coming friday is a full moon. I have not yet thought up ritual magick action to perform for this day. Sometimes if we don't have anything we want, there is little point in doing any magick. I have currently been tapping into the energy of Mars for it's vitality and forcefulness.

This coming full moon is in Libra. It might be a good time to do a working for partnership, but I am not currently seeking a partner. I do have some magickal love oil which I could dab on a candle. It might be a perfect time for those of you inclined to love to do workings as such. It shall be amplified by the fact that the full moon also falls on a Friday. An absolutely ideal time for a little love magick working. Perhaps I shall even sit down and write about a pleasant partner for myself for the future. I think I will.

I have it! I will take lavendar and rub it on some parchment. On this parchment I shall write all about what I am looking for in a man. I shall fold up the spell and pass it through the smoke of some love incense. Rather than create my own blend, I will go up to the Occult Shop and purchase some there. This will be as good an excuse to go up there and get some of the stuff I am needing.

It shall be a great magickal working. I'm glad I thought of it.

I, Lydia Workman, have turned 36 years of age yesterday. With my ripe Aries force I conquer the world. With Martial energy, I bring in a vigourous new year. Here at Church of the Infernal paid memberships have been growing. This year has brought in 3 new paying members. Our paid membership program has been up less than a year. It costs $30 to join, but the price will be raised once we exceed 10 members. This is due to the high cost of mailing out packages.

I am currently at work putting together membership packages and a Beltane newsletter with some magick herbs included. It is a bright year for us as we are in the power year of the dragon. It does take me some time to send out all membership packages. I intend to complete 1 by the end of today. I have some other creative work that I must attend to. It's tough juggling all the complications of every day life and getting work done. As I may be returning to pursue an art education, I need to do a little bit of work today as an artist. I have an art portfolio I need to put together. I'm not even sure if I need this portfolio to get a membership into this 'Workman Arts Program'. I already sent jpegs of drawings.

The Workman Arts Program is a program for people who deal with issues around either mental illness or addiction. It has programs for writing, the visual arts, and theatre. It sounds like the sort of thing I want to get involved in. A way for me to be more creative and make the most of my potential.

I painted last night. It just gets so cramped painting in this small room. It will be great to have a bit of a space to do some painting in. I just don't know exactly what the program is going to do for me. I don't know if they would have classes or if it would be more of an open studio arrangement. I would enjoy either. I'm really hoping it's going to be a thing I can squeeze into my schedule 1 day a week. I don't really care if that makes me a 'Sunday painter' or anything.

I'm a busy witch.

The Spring Equinox and Aries New Moon have passed. I fasted for 3 days prior to Spring Equinox. The beginning of my fast was marked by a St Paddy's Day hangover. On St Paddy's Day I consumed liters of my homemade blueberry wine with a friend. For the remainder of the fast I adhered to consuming vegetable juices. My body radiates with purity from flushing my system of all toxins.

Deprivations are ways we can strengthen our wills. Fasting is a form of deprivation, but there are other forms of deprivation which can also grant us spiritual insight. Deprivation is a great way of proving to ourselves that we have the strength of will to accomplish our personal goals.

I broke my fast with devilled eggs, as eggs are associated with Ostara. On the day of the Spring Equinox, I was mainly engaged in magick work. I lit a red candle which I had annointed and charged with Ostara oil the previous Tuesday. My magick work for this Spring Equinox focused on Martial energies as I am trying to gain greater vitality in my life. On my altar I placed crystals of clear quartz, rose quartz, amazonite, and garnet as these are all associated with the Spring Equinox.

I had created an incense especially for the occassion and it was burnt throughout the day. After I was finished with my incense, I tossed it into the garden as an offering to the forces of nature. It is my hope that some of the seeds mixed in with my incense might take hold in the ground and bloom into flowers. In addition, peach pits were added for the enjoyment of local squirrels.

The worship of our great lord Satan takes a little bit of work. You cannot sit around all day in your underwear, munching on cheesies, while watching bad sitcoms. You must make a commitment to Satan, and you'd better make sure you are up for the job. Just because you carved a cool upside down pentagram in your chest, doesn't neccessarily make you Satan material. The flicker of the glow of hellfire should emanate from your spirit and accompany a great thirst to be thrust into the world of the occult.

Though sloth is technically okay in Satanism, as it is one of the 7 deadly sins, it's only good for a short time. We want to show these Protestants that our work ethic is better than their's. Not only that we work harder, but we work smarter. And, if you novices don't think Satanism is about diligence and hard work, you should note that many Satanists are forever purchasing books. The Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey is just one of those books. Most real Satanists like to acquire a big collection from the works of the Marquis de Sade to Nietzche all the way out to everything ever written by Aleister Crowley. And, believe you me, those are not easy books to read. They are incredibly dense and good to read with a dictionary handy so you can figure out what all the big words mean.

Those who think Satanism is about dressing like a vampire and getting a lot of body piercings should realize that they cannot adequately worship Satan if all they are going to do is hang out in goth clubs, drink, and do drugs every single night. Satan requires a greater service. He isn't just going to give us all of our magickal superpowers for nothing. We owe Satan and he deserves better attention than having a few of his followers getting arrested for fucking in public grave yards or doing a bit of graffiti on churches. Satan deserves some positive air time and he isn't going to get it if a bunch of lame brained people commit dumb crimes and say 'the devil made me do it'.

I am bringing up the point that we must only be occassional slothful. Sometimes we have to go out there and do stuff. I want to see my Satanist believers become great men and women. I want to see doctors, lawyers, congressmen, and stand up comedians. So, slap some water against your faces and get out and do something interesting and amazing and say 'the devil made me do it!'. Do something that will show those fuckers that it is our father in hell who is the real miracle worker, and not that egomaniacal Christ child.

 

Cannibals are a serious and deadly threat to our modern society. They commit murders in order to eat human flesh. The Christians can be blamed for this due to encouraging people to eat the body of Christ. It is most obvious that all real Satanists would be opposed to cannibalism of every variety due to our opposition to the Christian church.

It is up to us to be aware of the fact that there are cannibals alive in this world. For every Jeffrey Dahmer in the world that are caught, there are 5 more lurking in the shadows. They are out to get you. If you don't want them to eat you, you can look for the warning signs.

Excessively fat people should immediately be suspect of cannibalism. Anybody who licks their lips constantly when giving you the eyeball. An overly large platter laying on the kitchen table. Let your alarm bells go off whenever you are afraid of having your mortal flesh consumed by another human being. It's your own life and it is worth saving.

If you come across a cannibal, call 911. They will save you before you are put into a real stew. If you can dial fast enough.

The moon in Libra approaches at 11:51 PM on January 8th. It shall just have shifted out of full. This is a valuable time to cast spells against enemies. Got somebody whose been doing you damage? Cast a justice spell on the Libran moon in order to make things right. Satan will enact his vengence and you won't have to worry about your problems anymore.

Here at Church of the Infernal we are working a spell against those who have screwed us out of money. We shall be summoning forth the demon Andromalius to wreck hell on our enemies.

The seal of Andromalius is thus:



And, in the Goetia it says the following about this wondrous demon:

'The Seventy-second Spirit in Order is named Andromalius. He is an Earl, Great and Mighty, appearing in the Form of a Man holding a Great Serpent in his Hand. His Office is to bring back both a Thief, and the Goods which be stolen; and to discover all Wickedness, and Underhand Dealing; and to punish all Thieves and other Wicked People and also to discover Treasures that be Hid. He ruleth over 36 Legions of Spirits. His Seal is this, the which wear thou as aforesaid, etc.'

This past Saturday I hosted another Toronto Satanist's Meet Up at my home in Toronto. All Satanists in the Toronto area are welcome to attend this free event. If you live in Toronto please contact me at lydiaworkman@yahoo.ca if you would like to attend. Our Meet Ups are usually a relaxed evening where we have a few drinks while discussing Satanism. One member of our group was been bringing by literature of the theistic Satanist nature and we all read it aloud together. Generally we go around the circle and each person reads a few paragraphs. I also burned a blend of my own recipe for Imbolc ritual incense while a group of tealight candles were lit during the meeting.

We don't hold a specific ritual at these Meet Ups, though I'd love to do this for the future. Unfortunately, our space isn't quite private enough to accomodate a ritual. Our meeting space is the recreation room in the basement of my building. Sometimes other tenants will come in, though usually they leave when they see the room is already occupied. We do have a pool table and members often grab a game throughout the night.

Later we came up to my room so we could have access to my computer. I entered all the birth information in order to do natal chart readings for all who were present. 2 of our members are in black metal bands and another lady writes a Satanist magazine which reviews black metal bands. They showed me a few music videos on youtube which they liked. We also watched a video on a black metal prank phone call. Then we watched the documentary 'The Nature of Existence'. It was a great night and we ended our festivities around 4 o'clock in the morning.  

Sorcery is at the heart of infernalism. The deification of Satan is born out of the heritage of traditional witchcraft. Myth adds a romantic spark to our spiritual ideals. Satan is a potent figure with a very direct relationship to sorcery. Traditional stories of Satan involve a more sorcery based interest than one of actual worship. True, we hear stories of witches of yore participating in black masses, copulating with Satan, and kissing his anus. But, more often than not, most of the stories of early Satanic magick revolve around making a pact with the Devil or selling your soul. These stories are not stories of actual Devil worship, but merely a sorcerer's request for powers, wealth, or the object of their romantic desires. In fact, many of the stories we hear reflect the pactee's treachery towards our lord Satan. Many of them find a loophole in order to get out of the pact and are assured an entrance to heaven through their repentence.

At Church of the Infernal we loosely follow the history of sorcery in our desire to become gods of this earth. Many of us wish to experience our own personal power through occult based development. Satan is our emblem and muse, as he was for the artists and poets of the Romantic era.  It is of our heart that the true creator of this universe resembles human beings in very few aspects and is therefore not given a personified god/goddess image. We worship Satan as a real entity created as a reflection of aspects of the creator. We worship Satan because he ushers in a new modern age and we are nuts about witchcraft. Satan is a potent force to draw upon and his link to witchcraft has made him our patron deity.

The ultimate goal of infernal sorcery is to manifest self-hood, as this is what Satan desires for us his chosen. In the art of self-mastery or creativity, we are drawn closer to Satan. As Paganini was given his bold talents through the power of Satan, we too can become masters of our fate through both sorcery and genuine worship. To Satan we own our vision and our dreams. We must break away from rigid conformity in order to succeed. So, devote your time to some Devil worship, bold sorcerers, and hail Satan!

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